Visions or Just Damn Dreams
Last night it had not occur to me that i would have to wake up in the middle of the night because of the heat. For a couple of minutes i was just lying in bed dazed, wondering how i could fall into sleep again. With desperation creeping in, i turned on the air con and finally got into sleep... and then it happened...
i was in a familiar looking place... it was on the third floor and it was a very big building. Something was going on in one of the rooms while the rest seemed oblivious to the event... i tried to see what was happening... there was person holding a shotgun slowly shooting one student after another... then as i looked further on there she was among those who were about to become a victim... i could not just stand and watch any further, i had to do something to stop this massacre... with enough courage i called upon the gunner and tried to get his attention... this gunner then called my name and started to go after me.. slowly, as if i was an animal on the run... i hid in one of the classrooms... he started calling my name slowly growing more and more hostile... he started to threaten that if i would not show myself then he would then have to finish her... with no other choice i had to reveal myself but i know i can not surrender... i jumped from behind, trying to strangle and disarm him... he pushed us into the ledge and we both fell... it no longer mattered if i survived the fall or not as long as she's ok i know everything will be fine..since it was a dream, i survived the fall and slowly trekked the steps all the way to the third floor and into the room where she is... when i reached the place i saw her, staring into nothingness.. i approached and asked "ok ka lang"...slowly i could see the tears welling up in her eyes... then she began to cry... i hugged her to try to comfort her at the same time saying "everything will be alright.. wag ka magaalala hindi kita pababayaan... poprotektahan kita kahit kailan"...
Then i woke, with what i was thinking to have tears on my eyes...
Yes, sometimes i indeed wonder if this dream has any significant meaning... in the past i have only dreamed of falling in roof tops, being consumed by the darkness and other ghastly horrors, slowly tormenting me... but this time it was different, i dreamed of doing something for someone. It did not matter if i die, as long as i know in the end i can protect her from harm, but then again it was only just a dream.. nothing but a figment of my imagination.. or is it?
Quote of the Day:
it does not matter whether you win or lose as long as everyone is happy, everything will be alright.
i was in a familiar looking place... it was on the third floor and it was a very big building. Something was going on in one of the rooms while the rest seemed oblivious to the event... i tried to see what was happening... there was person holding a shotgun slowly shooting one student after another... then as i looked further on there she was among those who were about to become a victim... i could not just stand and watch any further, i had to do something to stop this massacre... with enough courage i called upon the gunner and tried to get his attention... this gunner then called my name and started to go after me.. slowly, as if i was an animal on the run... i hid in one of the classrooms... he started calling my name slowly growing more and more hostile... he started to threaten that if i would not show myself then he would then have to finish her... with no other choice i had to reveal myself but i know i can not surrender... i jumped from behind, trying to strangle and disarm him... he pushed us into the ledge and we both fell... it no longer mattered if i survived the fall or not as long as she's ok i know everything will be fine..since it was a dream, i survived the fall and slowly trekked the steps all the way to the third floor and into the room where she is... when i reached the place i saw her, staring into nothingness.. i approached and asked "ok ka lang"...slowly i could see the tears welling up in her eyes... then she began to cry... i hugged her to try to comfort her at the same time saying "everything will be alright.. wag ka magaalala hindi kita pababayaan... poprotektahan kita kahit kailan"...
Then i woke, with what i was thinking to have tears on my eyes...
Yes, sometimes i indeed wonder if this dream has any significant meaning... in the past i have only dreamed of falling in roof tops, being consumed by the darkness and other ghastly horrors, slowly tormenting me... but this time it was different, i dreamed of doing something for someone. It did not matter if i die, as long as i know in the end i can protect her from harm, but then again it was only just a dream.. nothing but a figment of my imagination.. or is it?
Quote of the Day:
it does not matter whether you win or lose as long as everyone is happy, everything will be alright.
posted by darwin | 6:59 PM
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